~BeBeto’s ParaDise~

Life is not just a piece of cake. When you eat the cake, you will go through a blissful sense of heaven! You will feel the sweetness that may crack into your nerves! A wonderful pleasing sense! Sometimes, I would just hope this sense of touch would not fade away. What ever it is, you can’t expect this to stay all the time! Life is full of ups and downs. Today might be my dreadful day but wishing that tomorrow would be a brighter ones. However, have anyone really realised that you might be the one who made up all this mess and then, you considered it as a bad luck day?! And for today, I confess that I was the one who started it up! Making up a miserable day for others! Well…..Regretted and feeling bad, what else could you do, SPT? What else could you do besides the bloody sorry??! Is this the best that you can do? Well well…..I’ve learnt a lot from this incident and it will remain in my mind. Face it! Asking for forgiveness that may not be given, but at least you’ve tried out with your heart!!

~GoD Bless All of You~

Guess that’s kind of a routine for me every year! Really hate to be back in London again! However, i’ve told myself. It’s another 1 year and a half to go, and i would finish my education! Have been feeling home sick as soon as leaving Penang! Missing all my good frens and family! But thinking in a brighter ways, I know that my friends will be supporting me in all ways even though we are far apart! Moreover, with the new technologies- MSN n webcam, keep in touch with each other would not be a problem anymore. I’m really glad to get to know my ‘bunch of friends’! They are just too nice to be human! I should call them My Angels. Oppss, i guess some1 gonna be ’syok sendiri’ now..! :P  All the fun that i had gone through this summer holiday was indescribable!From fun, tiring ones to craziness ones! Every precious time with them was just a heaven! That’s why, it’s better to have close friends rather than bf. Coz’ bf can hurt you but close friends won’t! ***some hints for gals***  But thanks to my ex-, that i’ve learnt alot from relationship! (guess i was just too innocent to begin with). I would always remember my brother’s phrase.. ‘NO LUV, PANG YAU’.. It sounds really furnie but might have the sense there.. Okie, let’s cut that off. I know that some friends could be so fake but none of my friends are in that category! But to be honest, I have come across some bloody annoying people ( who i don’t consider as my friends). Hence, must be wise in choosing your friends! And not to forget of course, my family! Happy Family-in 2 words! Ok, all this may sound so emo but it actually make feel better to think of them. Though they are not physically there but somehow, they are mentally included! hahaha..There’s another thing that i really miss in Pg…which is, DOTAing! Let’s talk frankly, i’ve been trashed all the time but i just fell in love with this game! Guess it’s not just the game itself but depending on who you were playing the game with! I’m just loving it after playing with all my good frens la…!!!! hehehehe….Thanks for teaching me lozz..! Erm, guess i better cut the crap now! In another word, just hate to be back here! and I’m gonna hate it till the next time I’m back to penang again! hahahaha…Hugs n kisses for all my good frens la.. ;)   Keewwll… May sound too cheesy though..! kakaka…adios…(oppss, think people may fall asleep with this posting)

After all the struggle and hardwork of getting over a tiring year, I’m again back to the place where I belong. I’ve been getting really cheeky this year, unlike the year before! Wanna know what happened?haha…My Fooling Mission! Before coming back to Penang, I’ve been discussing an excellent mission with a fren to be named Tan Boon Poh. Coming out with all sort of suggestions. Our first mission was to prank Mr. Ho Keat Eng. Supposingly, I was supposed to give a surprise to HKE but in return, I was in shock! haha.. That’s a failed mission anyway. The 2nd target is Lee Kam Seng! haha…WELL DONE, SOON PAH THYE! You’ve done it this time! LKS was so surprised! LKS thought that I won’t be back to penang this year! kakaka..Nevertheless, I’m really glad to see all my friends again! Thanks for spending the time with me, though with just a short summer holiday.   :)   Somehow, i need to chip in the name Sui kam Peng here..(my favourite drink).. Had a great time with SKP too! hahaha…

~SUmmEr BreeZe~

Finally, I’m back again in London after having my clinical attachment in Colchester general hospital. I just simply love the place there and having great fun with my down to earth friends! Just want to express my gratitude to all my friends for all the support and help while at colchester! Miss ya all and MISS YA,COLCHESTER! More story coming up after exams!

Lying down on my comfy bed,

Being stunned by the mesmerizing sunset,

The sky has been painted orange red,

And it’s time to get up to my closet.

Anxiousness has surrounded my soul,

That can make my feet go tip-toes,

My heart feels like melting down,

As I dress up in the silky white gown.

Today would be my splendid day,

Warmly welcomed by the bloomed roses in May,

The elegant gown has made me swirl in the air,

As I walk gracefully down the red carpet stairs.

Sound of applause has hit my eardrums,

Flashes of light has blinded my eyes,

Smile is the only thing that comes to mind,

As my legs have frozen to ice.

Comfortably I sat down on the chair,

All eyes are nailed on my tiny fingers,

I see a few ‘lovely birds’ are sitting in pairs,

And my mind has raced back to the past few years.

Thinking of someone I’ve missed dearly,

That we have last met yearly,

Those were the days when we shared the secret,

The days when romance nestled in my heart.

Being hit back to reality by a whisper,

Gracefully I press the keys on the ‘Piano Winter’,

Playing my masterpiece that titled ‘The Mirror’

And the tune sounds from C major to A minor.

Heart being shattered to pieces,

Pearl of tears travel from Venus,

Every happiness has to end in one way,

And I choose my song to end, in the most memorable day.

APPRECIATION:

Friends and family are my Wonders,

They are as beautiful as the summer flowers,

Thanks for accompanying me to travel across the ocean,

Coz’ you all mean just a heaven.

When I open my eyes,

Stars are far up in the sky,

The chilly wind brushes my cheek,

Awaken me up from my fantasy.

Lying down on the sandy beach,

Having complete blankness in my mind,

Listening to the musical sea water hitting the shore,

Puzzlement and confusion bombard my thoughts.

Unable to recall what have brought me here,

Am I still in my fantasy world?

Has angel brought me here to this breathtaking haven?

The silent night has left me with unexplained query.

My spirit fills with wintriness,

As if the snow has covered over me for years,

My instinct is I’m losing my another half,

But where can I find that special angel of mine?

Walking steps by steps along the cloudy stairways,

Sun slowly comes out from the horizon

Light starts to come into my sight,

I’m amused by the amazing vista,

Everything seems like sliding images.

Out of a blue,

A vade masculine creature waving towards me,

Walking closer and closer to me,

WHO CAN THAT BE?

Perhaps I’m in the heaven of my own fantasy world?

Today, it’s really an annoying day for me! Want to know why? All I can say that, it’s UNLUCKY..! Truely UNLUCKY! Ok, it’s sort of that kind of story "Snow white and the WITCH (BITCH)".. haha… You guyz must be thinking who would be the snow white, ritez? OF COURSE IT’s ME!..hehe.. Alrite alrite, I’m absolutely thick-faced here..What so ever…Anyway, that’s not the main point.  The whole story is about this bloody,disgusting WITCH! NEVER ever have i expected that I would meet such a nasty "Biiaatcch" in my life…! Opps, I’ve sounded a "bit" vulgar here but with this Kind of "BITCH", I’ll have NO RESPECT! AND I SERIOUSLY MEAN NO RESPECT kay…! When I first met this BITCH, I thought that she would be a nice flatmates..Guess that’s the innocence mind that I have! hehe… Ahem ahem.. Ok,continue with the story. Day by day, the evil starts to surround the atmosphere (A bit too exaggerating lar but it’s really tat bad)! This nasty Bitch starts to pick up all our fault and complains on all the things that we’ve been doing! hello, who is she to complain all about us??! SHE’s NOT MY MOTHER Kay and she doesn’t own the whole hostel! STupid COW! Imagine, while you were fast asleep and this bitch came to knock on your door at 5 o’clock in the morning and started shouting at you! How would you feel? That’s exactly what I’m feeling! (For your knowledge, that’s exactly what the bitch did). Anyway, that’s not the end of the story. From that day on, more "hilarious" (Just being sarcastic) incidents have occurred! After all, I just feel like giving a kick at her ASS! However, as a SNOW WHITE, patience is all the strength that I have! To the Bitch, I hope that God will Bless you after all the things that you’ve done! GOD BLESS! I really hope that you would start looking at the mirror and review your ownselves!

SNOW WHITE

What I should say? Erm,today,I’ll be going outside London for 3 months. Though it’s jus for 3 months, I just feel very sad for leaving London. Just don’t understand why I just feel that! Before this,I was so eager to get away from London but when I’ve got the chance to do so,I just don’t look forward to it!! Why??? A simple reason is I’ll be missing my friends all back in London,my lovely cousins ,brothers,sis,parent, and missing those fun chatting with my friends on MSN!! Missing those fun when I hang out with my friends and all the laughter around me :D  Thank you,my dearest friends for all the support that you’ve given to me. When I’m down, I’ll always remember a saying from my fren, ‘DUN LET THE ENVIRONMENT CHANGE YOU,BUT YOU CHANGE THE ENVIRONMENT’….!! I hope this saying would be useful to those that are away from friends and families.. :)  Stay strong (that’s what my friends have asked me to do so,and I’ll try to DO IT!) :P  Lastly, I just want the send a big big big hug to all my friends and hope to chat and see you all soon! Just pray hard that I’ll love the new place that I’m going to…!Would be an adventure for me to discover! LOVE ALL Of YOu… and MISS YOU! muaakss….

Bet~

Alrite people, it’s September again! Those are the time that I would be wishing my brother and my good frens Happy Birthday! haha…It’s so coincident that all of their birthdays fall on the date that are quite close to one another! Erm, one on 14th, another one on 15th and 3persons on 16th of September! When it comes to the time of buying presents, it’s gonna crack my brain (WHAT AM I Going To BUY FoR Their Presents?????!!!!) hahaha…. Gosh,searching for a present has never been an easy thing to do. You’ve to shop around to look for a suitable present for each person. (haha.. How i wish that i can just buy the same presents for all of them!! .. Kidding ) Anyway, i’m going to cut my crap short! Just want to wish my good fren Chu Leik (14Sept), Mei Lin (15Sept),Chun Lin (16Sept),Patrick-my great and lovely brother (16 Sept) and Siaohow (16 Sept) a Happy Birthday! Yah, another 2 lovely friends, who’s birthday fall in September too.. They are Joey Beh (5 Sept) and Xiao Feng (7 Sept)! May all of you be blessed always and wish that you have all the joy and fun! I LoVe all of you, my dearest friends! Hav a wonderful birthday celebration everyone! Muaakss.. and hugss…

Flying out of no where around the world,

The beautiful and charming butterfly makes her way in the sky,

Knowing nothing at all of why is she there,

Prayers are the only thing in her mind.

But friendship and love will never be apart from her life,

No matter how far is she striving to fly away,

There’ll never be a way to avoid that,

Surrounded by the feeling of love and memories,

That keeps revolving in the mind,

Just like the planets rotating around the sun.

The feeling of pain has never resolved,

Just loving the another butterfly has never been easy,

Trying hard to hide the feeling of love has been a torture,

But what can she do?

Confessing is not her choice of action.

All she can think of is to fly away,

Fly away as far as possible to a paradise,

Where there’s no one else would recognize her,

Choose to receive all the suffering alone.

Is that all for the destiny of the butterfly?

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