~BeBeto’s ParaDise~

WEll,being influenced by someone’s blog, I decided to write something here too! hehe..Basically, I’m going to talk craps! Ok,to start with, I’ve just recently watched finish a korean drama called ‘First Love of the Prince’! Here goes my question…Who cherish their first love till this moment?? I suppose a number of people would say ‘yes’ but more people will say that they had totally forgotten about it or perhaps they said it just to pretend nothing had happened before, as the first love had broken their hearts too much??! Too bad for that…  However, it’s really lucky to those people who had the greatest time from their 1st love and they ended up together for the rest of their lives. Not many people could end up this way! Love is too complicated! It’s not just a simple ‘I love and you love and then, be together. Sometimes, there are too many obstacles that come along. Well,to be honest, I barely can remember when was my first love. Ok,maybe I shouldn’t blame my bad memory. I should say who was my first love or who is my first love? Had I met someone that I truely love??? Hey people, don’t get me wrong. I’m not a ‘player’ kayz.. :P  Eh, at least I don’t play around with people’s precious heart! I’m quite loyal 1 (hehe.. kinda perasan case). Well, if i really found someone that I truely love, I’m sure i’ll be loyal lar…as long as my partner is sincere too! Oh ya, I must make myself clear that I don’t like ah peks!!! *winks* Wow,seems like I’ve been crapping way too much tonite! Perhaps some inspiration from that drama or being a ‘kiasu’ after reading someone’s blog? kakakaka… Must keep my blog up-to-date lar..! If not, my blog really gonna berkarat liau! hehe…Anywayz,it’s new year 2007 dee! (since 3 hours ago!) I would like to take this opportunity to wish every1(especially my family and best best friends) a very happy new year 2007! Have a great year ahead of you! Feels like we are getting older dee!!!!  Aja Aja Fighting for the new year!

(Conclusion) To clear things up, I’m just crapping nia the whole way thro’. Cerita ini hanyalah rekaan semata-mata untuk di baca oleh penonton-penonton atau pembaca bLog! haha.. GOsh,bad malay language! Took me 15mins to write up a sentence! Trying to make it sounds like those TV programmes back in M’sia! hahaha.. Alrite,end for now.. Terima Kasih…

I Will Do Well - Se7en

I’m loving you, the words you just have to believe
My small words that gets mixed up as a lie
I’m missing you, the words that sound like an echo
My small words that shout and shout into empty space

Why do I…
At first smile when I’m in front of you
but when I turn around, why does it hurt?
If I must be hurt, I’ll endure the pain
Even if I’m miserable and want to lean on you, I’ll be patient
If I have to throw something away,
I’ll throw it all away without hesitation.
Even the last of my well-kept pride
Everything…
Even a little spec of memory that I won’t forget
I wonder if it’s only a burden…
I wake myself up from absent mind-ness
Our photo album with our fingerprints on it
I said it’s the only thing that has my happy self in it

You once said that I was the only love in the world
Why can’t you say it anymore?
If I must hurt, I’ll endure the pain
Even if I’m miserable and want to lean on you, I’ll be patient
If I have to throw something away,
I’ll throw it all away without hesitation.
Even the last of my well-kept pride
Everything…
A number that I can’t even count (every night)
I poured a handful (of just tears)
I don’t know whether it’s time to comfort me or time to forget you
Even if I have to act crazy, I want to yell that I love you
So that you can remember me among your many memories
I’ll cherish the words ‘I can wait’ in my heart
I’ll save and hold onto it until it wears out
If we can start again sometime in the future
I have one thing I want to tell you
Whole-heartedly… I’ll do well…

MY fav song